Thursday, February 23, 2006

Life is a dewdrop..

Ever wondered how it would feel after death? Leave the life after death part. Its everyone to his/her own beliefs. But before all that, just when a person has died, how he/she/it would feel? I mean just a few hours without any conversation with family or friends makes me feel so desolate generally. Imagine the soul wanting to talk to its dear ones and not being able to reach across! Just lying there thinking about what could have been, what it had left unfinished and what he/she shouldnt have done. Time machines could never have been wished for more then than any other time. Just nothing to do except wait for the Day of Judgement! Even when somebody close passes away, what I regret most is that there is no way I can talk to that person again plus there's one person less in the world who loved you for no reason. Kal Ho Na Ho is a profound statement and Im dead scared about the Na Ho part :-D.
In our place, it is believed that after a person is dead, the only way he/she gets in touch with the living is in the dreams. I have seen my dearest dead relatives in my dreams so many times and I used to wake up feeling happy that they remembered me enough to come visit me in dreams (:-D) .

Anyway, this is the wrong time to think about these things :-D. This year, I would really like to know what's lined up for me! My life could change for the better or for the worse. I have so many regrets of my-life-would-have-been-different if-i-had-done-this kind. This year, I plan to test the waters. Ill throw in my stones and see what patterns emerge. That's a better move than could-have-beens. The patterns so far have been good though I have not been good enough to appreciate their beauty. I think the future is beautiful too. My doubts are confined to - in which direction will the water flow :-) Time will tell.

By the way folks, its my birthday tomorrow!! :-D Wish me luck :-D
I'll make the most of this dewdrop before it gets absorbed in the earth :-)

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